10:16:00 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Sometimes, fate has
a cruel way of
putting things together.
Maybe it's better
if people just give up
when there's no point
in fighting for something anymore.
When the ship
has finally sailed,
only a fool would go after
when it's already miles away.
But sometimes,
it's a lot better to be a fool
to go after what
we want and need,
rather than to regret
everything in the end
because we never even tried.
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2:39:00 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
当所有的人都在关心你飞的高不高时，只有少数人在关心你飞的 累不累
Right now, 我真的好累.
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11:42:00 PM
Friday, September 05, 2008
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8:21:00 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
你没想像中爱我
你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻
你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅
因为你留下
我 好傻
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰 我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞
你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口
啊~~
谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受
呜~~~
你没想像中爱我
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4:14:00 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Here, extracts from a meaningful article to share with you people. (:
Life And How to Survive It
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"What you should prepare for is mess. Life’s a mess. You are not entitled to expect anything from it. Life is not fair. Everything does not balance out in the end. Life happens, and you have no control over it. Good and bad things happen to you day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment. Your degree is a poor armour against fate.
Don’t expect anything. Erase all life expectancies. Just live. Your life is over as of today. At this point in time, you have grown as tall as you will ever be, you are physically the fittest you will ever be in your entire life and you are probably looking the best that you will ever look. This is as good as it gets. It is all downhill from here. Or up. No one knows.
Do not waste the vast majority of your life doing something you hate so that you can spend the small remainder sliver of your life in modest comfort. You may never reach that end anyway.
Do you know anyone who hates you? Yet every great figure who has contributed to the human race has been hated, not just by one person, but often by a great many. That hatred is so strong it has caused those great figures to be shunned, abused, murdered and in one famous instance, nailed to a cross.
One does not have to be evil to be hated. In fact, it’s often the case that one is hated precisely because one is trying to do right by one’s own convictions. It is far too easy to be liked, one merely has to be accommodating and hold no strong convictions. Then one will gravitate towards the centre and settle into the average. That cannot be your role. There are a great many bad people in the world, and if you are not offending them, you must be bad yourself. Popularity is a sure sign that you are doing something wrong." - Mr Wang Says So, 2008
------------------------------------The full article from Mr. Wang can be read here.
Have a great weekend.
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11:50:00 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
Hurray! The exam is finally over. Tough PR paper indeed.
Had a great time out shopping with my classmates today.
It's true, in life, you lose some and you gain some. I might have lost some friends but at the same time, I've gained very good ones.
I'm happy for now. (:
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3:05:00 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
I know I really should be studying right now but well, the Internet can offer quite a devilish bit of temptation, no? *grins sheepishly*
I've missed using a clamshell phone. For the longest time, there isn't a pretty one since my last one (Nokia 7390 fashion phone) until this came along....
If it ain't love at first sight, I don't know what else it is...
I'm in love with this new Sony Ericisson W980i phone!
Though it's somewhat of a different genre from the Nokia 7390, I like it for its sleekness.
Chic ain't it? Hmm....... never mind. Hah. Beauty's in the eyes of the beholder. Hah.
Should I or shoud I not get it?
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10:07:00 PM
Saturday, August 09, 2008
On a scale of 1 to 5 (1 being the least and 5 being the most), the following probably just about sums up my mood now and for the weeks before:
Lethargic - 5Pensive - 5Optimistic - 2Gloomy - 4
Nostalgic - 4Melancholic - 5
Disorientated - 5
Happy - 1.5
Contented - 2
Nat Ho's post of 13th March 2008 seems to express my thoughts almost too explicitly:--------------------------------------------------
"Have you ever reached a point in your life where you were so tired that it didn't matter if you lay down amongst stinging nettles?
You're stung and stabbed, poison courses through your veins, your skin is bleeding and ruptured, but you're just too tired to fight or move or defend yourself.
Sting me? Okay, so be it. Nothing matters anymore, except good, sweet rest." - Nat Ho
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Most of all, the last statement.
Have you at some point in your life, experienced this out-of-the-blue seizure, one that makes you cast doubts on every other individual around you. One that have you feeling that the whole world seem to be against you? That though you know deep down that it ain't true but there's this voice that keeps telling you everyone is talking about you, pointing their fingers and or gossiping about you (mostly conjured self-beliefs that you think justify your imagination). That everyone around must have an agenda or ulterior motive for all the things that they do. That no one can be trusted but yourself. That you can never comprehend the doings of others, such as why can't people reciprocate your kindness and why do they do the things that they do. That you're disrespected. That life sucks. That the grass always does seem to be greener on the other side. And you wonder why.
These questions, they don't seem to have answers. Answers that at this point in time I can convince myself to believe.
Or perhaps I've been living beneath this cheerful depository for too long now, coupled with the fact that I'm growing older which duly explains why I'm getting tired.
Like a wandering soul, I am drifting.
Away from familiarity
Back to where I should belong
Who am I really? I'm only starting to know too well.
The one who prefers to be listened than to listen,
Prefers to be entertained than entertain,
Prefers to be talked to than to talk,
The one who naively believes that the world will be a better place if only everyone else would compromise and allow it to be.
But all that seems so distant now.
I wonder, could it have been the accumulative stuffs that have grown to alter my perspective of life and people?
Or have I been away from this body for too long now
"I don't know", came the voice from inside
And I realise I truly don't, except for the fact that I'm helpless and torn beyond words
This novelty, it's far from enjoyable.
I've grown up enough to realise that the world is indeed not as perfect, or for that matter, would ever be. People either leave or disappoint us one way or another. There's little we can do about it. To do unto others as you would have them do unto you, it takes two to clap. I'm tired of living a life trying to cater to and suit the needs of the people I care about. Some of whom do not deserve it. Though I've learned not to expect from others anymore, a part of me is still hanging onto some kind of hope. Ironically, a bigger part of me is learning to let go and to come to terms with the disappointing and ugly truth.
Darn. It's a bad case of The Surreptitiousness.
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"All humans create their story with their own unique point of view. Why try to impose your story on other people when for them your story is not true? When you understand that, you no longer have the need to defend what you believe. It's not important to be right or to make others wrong. Instead, you see everybody as an artist, a storyteller. You know that whatever they believe is just their point of view. It has nothing to do with you." - The Voice of Knowledge by Don Miguel Ruiz
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At the end of the day, I just want to love and be loved by those worthy of it. I just want to be me. In this case, back to who I ONCE was and truly is.
In short, I think I'm only dying to be understood.
That may be so but I'm not entirely broken yet.
So, don't try to fix me. At least, not till I ask.
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